2009 finished rather differently than it started.
I gigged in London Surrey Hills hotel, and for the first time in 7 yrs i didnt spend NYE alone! I was With the love of My life, à women who came back into My life in june, in march My partner of 14 yrs and Mum of My girls decided she didnt want to be With Me anymore, thats life........
Patti came to visit we were together 16 yrs ago and had stayed friends.
In june we were together again, jan 11 2011 we married on à carribean beach now that is romantic, true love never dies,
We have taken some stick, alot of lies Said i might add not by us, à women is à dangerous animal when in self pity moad.
Now ive been nice, tried to be polite, the usual stuff help her move from My house, help her sell My house, bring her car back from England (to Sweden) say nothing bad about her to anybody, unlike her, so it didnt come as any surprize when she turned on Me,
I didnt take any of the profits from the house, we agreed, its all for the kids. One problem shes decided to spend it all, she has put the gov on Me about Child support, and thinks that i dont mind that another fella is cashing in on the profit of 14 years work, er wrong, i really am happy for her that she has à New bloke and really do hope she Will be happy, but now i want whats lawfully mine, and im going to get it
Watch this space.
lördag 15 januari 2011
lördag 1 januari 2011
Smoking
If you have never smoked, you wont Care or understand what à sodding Hard habbit it is to break.
Most likely you look at smokers as second Class citizens? All you see is à discusting person WHO stinks!!!!!!
You cant stand walking by à pub and there they are puffin away polluting your air. You laugh when you see those sad bastards stood in the Rain dragging away on cancer sticks, your face geists With pain when one sits NeXT to you on à train. You cant understand why somebody willinglypays for à slow death, or how somebody whos broke can afford them.?
Well im à smoker and i agree With you, thats why i quit.
But what you dont understand is how Hard it is to break the demon. Thats what dags are demons. They control your life, you time your day around ciggie time!!!! Breaking the hold they have on your life is probably the hardest thing ive gone through and am going through.
And believe Me its a real twat.
I have tried so many times. Heard so many ways of quitting, but never cracked it, not until now that is.
There is only one way to stop, you really do have to want to quit.
Not because your partner wants you to, not because the kids hate it, deffinatley not because the government and pc brigade Tell you to, the fact that you cant smoke anywhere just winds Me up, its your choice to die Young , smell, and look like shit, nobody Else has the right to rule your life.
But if you really want to do it you can, dont kid yourself that ill just have à couple, ill only smoke at parties that doesnt work,
I was sat indoors, and after months of 'trying" i just thought fuck it, and that was that, dont get Me wrong i chew the gum stick the pkasters on, ive even got à spray do they help? Maybe but thats in the head, and well expensive. Governments around the globe spend millions on adverts, clever marketing and course making it illegal,
Why dont they help? They give druggies free drugs instead of throwing money spending millions on anti smoking, , maybe they should drop the price on stop smoking products?
It is very Hard to stop very very Hard , but i dont want to smoke so i simply wont,
If your thinking about stopping do it
If you have stopped well done,
Yes its Hard but it is well worth it
Most likely you look at smokers as second Class citizens? All you see is à discusting person WHO stinks!!!!!!
You cant stand walking by à pub and there they are puffin away polluting your air. You laugh when you see those sad bastards stood in the Rain dragging away on cancer sticks, your face geists With pain when one sits NeXT to you on à train. You cant understand why somebody willinglypays for à slow death, or how somebody whos broke can afford them.?
Well im à smoker and i agree With you, thats why i quit.
But what you dont understand is how Hard it is to break the demon. Thats what dags are demons. They control your life, you time your day around ciggie time!!!! Breaking the hold they have on your life is probably the hardest thing ive gone through and am going through.
And believe Me its a real twat.
I have tried so many times. Heard so many ways of quitting, but never cracked it, not until now that is.
There is only one way to stop, you really do have to want to quit.
Not because your partner wants you to, not because the kids hate it, deffinatley not because the government and pc brigade Tell you to, the fact that you cant smoke anywhere just winds Me up, its your choice to die Young , smell, and look like shit, nobody Else has the right to rule your life.
But if you really want to do it you can, dont kid yourself that ill just have à couple, ill only smoke at parties that doesnt work,
I was sat indoors, and after months of 'trying" i just thought fuck it, and that was that, dont get Me wrong i chew the gum stick the pkasters on, ive even got à spray do they help? Maybe but thats in the head, and well expensive. Governments around the globe spend millions on adverts, clever marketing and course making it illegal,
Why dont they help? They give druggies free drugs instead of throwing money spending millions on anti smoking, , maybe they should drop the price on stop smoking products?
It is very Hard to stop very very Hard , but i dont want to smoke so i simply wont,
If your thinking about stopping do it
If you have stopped well done,
Yes its Hard but it is well worth it
onsdag 29 december 2010
Ho happy days
Dont know why, but people seen to think im à misserable twat..?
Ok i do rant à bit about west ham, immigrants, terrorists, better be careful what i say about them, they might come and get Me, im shitting myself.................
I can not understand how there little minds function.? Flee from à shithole, i mean shithole, no running water ,electricity, xfactor, women Without beards, come on why do you think they wear burkas, because they dont want skin cancer?
No i really cant get My head around it, à helping hand is extended and rightly so to people in need, so when they dont just bit the hand that freds em, they try and blow the fucking think off, you really do need to step back and look at the situation.
Im à working Class bloke, if im sick i dont earn, if im out of work i get nothing. I choose to live in 2 countries, i work im those countries, i pay My taxes, i put money back into there system, i use bars, cafes, resturants pay road taxes and duties, so i have the right to complain. Not like those little twats the students! Its ok saying there the future, if thats the case god help us, ive done some things in My time, but i aint never pissed on graves, monuments tonfallen heroes.
If i want to further My education I have to pay for it, i cant get àn interest free loan and only pay it back if i have highlighted earnings.
When they domonstrated à large proportion of them were immigrants, With no knowledge of the sacrifices made by Britney people through generations of wars.
They are brought up in these countries, but abide by laws from there own countries. When they do make money they send it back to the shithole they come from, or support terrorists. Its like à drain, they take take take, and when somebody points this out they are classed as racists. In that case call Me à racist. Only i dont know many people WHO have coloured, asian, maslim friends like i do, that are racists?
I dont agree With any extremist groups, but the english defence, the BNP are gainning strenght simply because the governments we have are ignorant university PC graduate twats, they have not got à clue about what happens on the streets, " we Will debate knife crime, we Will debate gang culture, we Will debate immigration" . The senares Will all lead to nothing and Will come to late.
Young and old have the same dangers when they step out of there homes. Thugs gangs violence, you cant go for à pint and drive you Will get knicked. So instead you Walk and risk getting mugged.
I cant blame all of this on the immigrants id like to but cant, they are à part of the massive problem that faces My children, the world has changed so much in the last 20 years, god knows what it Will be like in another 20!.
When you talk to regular people in many countries the majority are of similar views. Round up the scum and lock em up, anybody commits à crime deport them back to where they came from, anybody takes à life take Theres, if you want to carry à weapon welcome to the frontline as à troop, and when the country they come from is no longer at war they go Home.
Stop sending millions in aid to corrupt countries, help your own, if there is à snow storm give the out of work spades, abd nyckers of salt, they can earn there benifits no matter where they can from.
We have become so weak its laughable, war veterans attacked, by immigrant scum shouting death to all soilders, preachers of hate, calling for holy war againts the inferdile, whilst the inferdile pays there rent food medication etc,
Thugs kicking family people to death for the fun of it, rape muggings à part of our society. Because if they are caught the system lets them off.
No good people it really is time for à change
Happy New year
Ok i do rant à bit about west ham, immigrants, terrorists, better be careful what i say about them, they might come and get Me, im shitting myself.................
I can not understand how there little minds function.? Flee from à shithole, i mean shithole, no running water ,electricity, xfactor, women Without beards, come on why do you think they wear burkas, because they dont want skin cancer?
No i really cant get My head around it, à helping hand is extended and rightly so to people in need, so when they dont just bit the hand that freds em, they try and blow the fucking think off, you really do need to step back and look at the situation.
Im à working Class bloke, if im sick i dont earn, if im out of work i get nothing. I choose to live in 2 countries, i work im those countries, i pay My taxes, i put money back into there system, i use bars, cafes, resturants pay road taxes and duties, so i have the right to complain. Not like those little twats the students! Its ok saying there the future, if thats the case god help us, ive done some things in My time, but i aint never pissed on graves, monuments tonfallen heroes.
If i want to further My education I have to pay for it, i cant get àn interest free loan and only pay it back if i have highlighted earnings.
When they domonstrated à large proportion of them were immigrants, With no knowledge of the sacrifices made by Britney people through generations of wars.
They are brought up in these countries, but abide by laws from there own countries. When they do make money they send it back to the shithole they come from, or support terrorists. Its like à drain, they take take take, and when somebody points this out they are classed as racists. In that case call Me à racist. Only i dont know many people WHO have coloured, asian, maslim friends like i do, that are racists?
I dont agree With any extremist groups, but the english defence, the BNP are gainning strenght simply because the governments we have are ignorant university PC graduate twats, they have not got à clue about what happens on the streets, " we Will debate knife crime, we Will debate gang culture, we Will debate immigration" . The senares Will all lead to nothing and Will come to late.
Young and old have the same dangers when they step out of there homes. Thugs gangs violence, you cant go for à pint and drive you Will get knicked. So instead you Walk and risk getting mugged.
I cant blame all of this on the immigrants id like to but cant, they are à part of the massive problem that faces My children, the world has changed so much in the last 20 years, god knows what it Will be like in another 20!.
When you talk to regular people in many countries the majority are of similar views. Round up the scum and lock em up, anybody commits à crime deport them back to where they came from, anybody takes à life take Theres, if you want to carry à weapon welcome to the frontline as à troop, and when the country they come from is no longer at war they go Home.
Stop sending millions in aid to corrupt countries, help your own, if there is à snow storm give the out of work spades, abd nyckers of salt, they can earn there benifits no matter where they can from.
We have become so weak its laughable, war veterans attacked, by immigrant scum shouting death to all soilders, preachers of hate, calling for holy war againts the inferdile, whilst the inferdile pays there rent food medication etc,
Thugs kicking family people to death for the fun of it, rape muggings à part of our society. Because if they are caught the system lets them off.
No good people it really is time for à change
Happy New year
måndag 27 december 2010
Santa
Santa
Santa claus was Busy this year, to Busy to get to ramlösa and see My kids! Im not à happy camper.
Devorce to à Child is much more complicated than it is for adults.
Suddenly they have 2 homes, the stability they took for granted, either good or bad has gone, Mum has à New fella, dad has à New bird, sometimes they inherit siblings?, all very confusing for kids, ad to that Mum or dad maybe both are bitter jaded shadows of the fun living people WHO brought them in to the world, and the icing on the cake santa didnt come, oh yeah there were presents but no bloody santa, why?
Well dad was away With his bird - point dad, Mum cried "_its Hard the first christmas alone your daddy doesnt Care he went away" + point Mum , I cant speak for every breaker up only mine, and the usual shit you hear from others WHO have ventured down the same path.
Its your dads fault, he left Me, its your dads fault he found another women, i gave HIM children doesnt that mean anything, your dad has à New life, he does love you, he wants to see you BUT I WANT LET HIM,
Men whether or not it was your fault that the relationship falled is irrelevant, your the twat now, and the x Will make damn sure that the kids wont trust you anymore, I see My 2 littlest one very regular, the 12 year old not so often, which is saddening. i have à 17 year old WHO i have not seen for 8 fucking yesrs, the x x made sure of that, now she is à peice of work, extreamly good looking extreamly evil, the less Said about that animal the better.
The x well much like many other relationships had its ups and Downs , really good Times' some bad Times' to much Grey time, to be honest our relationship of 14 yrs was dead before to told Me to piss off, there was nobody Else involved, well not on My side, we drifted apart for à number of years, à few brief glipses of how it used to be, sex once in à bluemoon, arguments about nothing? And then that bloody horrible Grey deadzone, i always Said to myself stay for the kids, not always the best idea, ive always been big on family, so it was very Hard for Me to go, the only saving grace was that I work away quite à lot, so the little ones had it much easier than many kids, WHO in there eyse dad just dissapeared.
My escape route was majorca, i work there 6 months à year, the kids came down for 9 weeks, so life was pretty much the same old same old for them.
The x did the big mistake of telling the 12 yr old " its over With your father and Me" end of. To much information for à young girl,
It was painful very painful but after to many shitty e mail, to many nasty comments, and 4 months of total silence from , i moved on.
BINGO,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, nothing can prepare à man for the rath of à women nothing, boys there à different creature to us, they have selective memories, can make black look white, make there wrongs right, in à nut Shell, when you meet somebody you are f_ucked!,,,,,,!
How could you, i never broke up, i thought you would wait, you bastard, i hate you, you twat, i didnt mean piss off i meant i meant i love you, i just needed à little 6 month break to sort My fucking head out,and decide if i wanted to have sex With My x,, woops you New i went for dinner With him, he didnt mean anything when he texted Me at 4,30 in the morning saying how he missed Me !!!!!!!!!!!
Yeap boys your fucked because it was all your fault?
Youve put Weight on, yeap no sex
Your letting yourself go, yeap no sex
You dont cuddle Me, WHATS the fucking point, NO SEX,
None of that really mattered, i was With My kids, everyday, but there Comes à breaking point à point of no return, no matter how much you love your children, doing the right thing can so often be the wrong thing to do.
In time things get better, never the same for à Child,they seen to forget hearing the late night rows, they would Rather grow up With Mum and dad not loving each other showing any love or respect for each other, than Mum and dad being happy apart, because so often we forget that kids blame thenm selfs when parents split up, they loose there family,
So the one thing i can promise My kids is that as With every year before your Mum and dad split up, NeXT year santa Will not be to Busy to visit in person, because as With every year before your Mum and dad split, i Will fix santa, and you Will spend christmas With Me.
So now the New year is upon us, every year like most people i make ressolutions i never keep, smoking, trainning, drinking, the usual, this year however i am maning à New year ressolution i know i can keep.
Im going to be à good dad,
Happy New year, may your devorces be painless, no hold on its not april fools day.
Sent from my iPad
Santa claus was Busy this year, to Busy to get to ramlösa and see My kids! Im not à happy camper.
Devorce to à Child is much more complicated than it is for adults.
Suddenly they have 2 homes, the stability they took for granted, either good or bad has gone, Mum has à New fella, dad has à New bird, sometimes they inherit siblings?, all very confusing for kids, ad to that Mum or dad maybe both are bitter jaded shadows of the fun living people WHO brought them in to the world, and the icing on the cake santa didnt come, oh yeah there were presents but no bloody santa, why?
Well dad was away With his bird - point dad, Mum cried "_its Hard the first christmas alone your daddy doesnt Care he went away" + point Mum , I cant speak for every breaker up only mine, and the usual shit you hear from others WHO have ventured down the same path.
Its your dads fault, he left Me, its your dads fault he found another women, i gave HIM children doesnt that mean anything, your dad has à New life, he does love you, he wants to see you BUT I WANT LET HIM,
Men whether or not it was your fault that the relationship falled is irrelevant, your the twat now, and the x Will make damn sure that the kids wont trust you anymore, I see My 2 littlest one very regular, the 12 year old not so often, which is saddening. i have à 17 year old WHO i have not seen for 8 fucking yesrs, the x x made sure of that, now she is à peice of work, extreamly good looking extreamly evil, the less Said about that animal the better.
The x well much like many other relationships had its ups and Downs , really good Times' some bad Times' to much Grey time, to be honest our relationship of 14 yrs was dead before to told Me to piss off, there was nobody Else involved, well not on My side, we drifted apart for à number of years, à few brief glipses of how it used to be, sex once in à bluemoon, arguments about nothing? And then that bloody horrible Grey deadzone, i always Said to myself stay for the kids, not always the best idea, ive always been big on family, so it was very Hard for Me to go, the only saving grace was that I work away quite à lot, so the little ones had it much easier than many kids, WHO in there eyse dad just dissapeared.
My escape route was majorca, i work there 6 months à year, the kids came down for 9 weeks, so life was pretty much the same old same old for them.
The x did the big mistake of telling the 12 yr old " its over With your father and Me" end of. To much information for à young girl,
It was painful very painful but after to many shitty e mail, to many nasty comments, and 4 months of total silence from , i moved on.
BINGO,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, nothing can prepare à man for the rath of à women nothing, boys there à different creature to us, they have selective memories, can make black look white, make there wrongs right, in à nut Shell, when you meet somebody you are f_ucked!,,,,,,!
How could you, i never broke up, i thought you would wait, you bastard, i hate you, you twat, i didnt mean piss off i meant i meant i love you, i just needed à little 6 month break to sort My fucking head out,and decide if i wanted to have sex With My x,, woops you New i went for dinner With him, he didnt mean anything when he texted Me at 4,30 in the morning saying how he missed Me !!!!!!!!!!!
Yeap boys your fucked because it was all your fault?
Youve put Weight on, yeap no sex
Your letting yourself go, yeap no sex
You dont cuddle Me, WHATS the fucking point, NO SEX,
None of that really mattered, i was With My kids, everyday, but there Comes à breaking point à point of no return, no matter how much you love your children, doing the right thing can so often be the wrong thing to do.
In time things get better, never the same for à Child,they seen to forget hearing the late night rows, they would Rather grow up With Mum and dad not loving each other showing any love or respect for each other, than Mum and dad being happy apart, because so often we forget that kids blame thenm selfs when parents split up, they loose there family,
So the one thing i can promise My kids is that as With every year before your Mum and dad split up, NeXT year santa Will not be to Busy to visit in person, because as With every year before your Mum and dad split, i Will fix santa, and you Will spend christmas With Me.
So now the New year is upon us, every year like most people i make ressolutions i never keep, smoking, trainning, drinking, the usual, this year however i am maning à New year ressolution i know i can keep.
Im going to be à good dad,
Happy New year, may your devorces be painless, no hold on its not april fools day.
Sent from my iPad
onsdag 22 december 2010
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