Smoking

If you have never smoked, you wont Care or understand what à sodding Hard habbit it is to break.
Most likely you look at smokers as second Class citizens? All you see is à discusting person WHO stinks!!!!!!
You cant stand walking by à pub and there they are puffin away polluting your air. You laugh when you see those sad bastards stood in the Rain dragging away on cancer sticks, your face geists With pain when one sits NeXT to you on à train. You cant understand why somebody willinglypays for à slow death, or how somebody whos broke can afford them.?
Well im à smoker and i agree With you, thats why i quit.
But what you dont understand is how Hard it is to break the demon. Thats what dags are demons. They control your life, you time your day around ciggie time!!!! Breaking the hold they have on your life is probably the hardest thing ive gone through and am going through.
And believe Me its a real twat.
I have tried so many times. Heard so many ways of quitting, but never cracked it, not until now that is.
There is only one way to stop, you really do have to want to quit.
Not because your partner wants you to, not because the kids hate it, deffinatley not because the government and pc brigade Tell you to, the fact that you cant smoke anywhere just winds Me up, its your choice to die Young , smell, and look like shit, nobody Else has the right to rule your life.
But if you really want to do it you can, dont kid yourself that ill just have à couple, ill only smoke at parties that doesnt work,
I was sat indoors, and after months of 'trying" i just thought fuck it, and that was that, dont get Me wrong i chew the gum stick the pkasters on, ive even got à spray do they help? Maybe but thats in the head, and well expensive. Governments around the globe spend millions on adverts, clever marketing and course making it illegal,
Why dont they help? They give druggies free drugs instead of throwing money spending millions on anti smoking, , maybe they should drop the price on stop smoking products?
It is very Hard to stop very very Hard , but i dont want to smoke so i simply wont,
If your thinking about stopping do it
If you have stopped well done,
Yes its Hard but it is well worth it